the family of the prophet is bewildered, homeless
"aaj maqtal mein ajab be sar o samaan hain haram"
(Original Urdu marsiya by Syed sadiq ali naqvi "haseen"; translation by Syeda Raza)
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The family of the Prophet is bewildered, homeless
Heart-broken, bare-headed, in utter distress
The pain of Husayn’s death still gnawing at their souls
Without their men around, they are in shock, upset
They speak of Husayn’s parting, His pain, His distress
Sighing, weeping, at times clutching their chests
Their belongings have been looted, their tents have been burned
Their head coverings have been snatched, their children hurt
Darkness has set and the desert is quiet, pitch black
Zahra’s daughter has gathered the thirsty kids around her
She kisses one child, hugs another, strokes a baby’s head
She rocks a sobbing child, consoles their distress
Thus Husayn’s Noble Sister takes charge of the group
“Wake up dear Sajjad” she says “I need You”
“The desert wind makes eerie sounds as it blows over the battlefield
The Imam, Akber, Qasim, and Abbas are all gone, darkness looms”
“Our hearts are heavy with the pain, we know not what to do
We are alone as night approaches my Son, we need You”
When Abid heard His aunt’s sobs, He opened His eyes
“Dear Aunt, my heart breaks at your distress” He cried
“Fever grips my body, I can barely stay awake
I don’t seem to have the strength to even sit up when I try”
“What happened? Who is gone? I am in shock today
The entire household seems to have disappeared as I lay”
Turning to Fizza, Abid said “Please gather all the kids
Let us count them, can you please bring them to me?”
In obedience Fizza rose, and gathering the children close
When done she found two boys and Sukayna missing
“She searched the desert sands, her eyes scanning around
Trying to listen for their cries, their sobs, their sounds
Turning to Zaynab then Abid said “Dear Aunt
Can you please get me the list that my Father had prepared?
Of those that were destined to die for His cause today?
We need to look for anyone not on that list, I pray”
“We will remember those who are listed as martyred, gone
And try to protect those that are left behind”
Hearing this Zaynab cried “Alas my son
That list was lost when our tents were raided and burned
We have nothing left that we owned, everything is lost
Abid replied “Do not weep my dear, dear Aunt”
“I will make a new list of all those that were slain
To remember for posterity, I will record their names”
With His forefinger then Abid started a list on the sands
As each name was mentioned, He wept in pain
The cries grew louder when Asgher’s name was said
His body shook as He sobbed at the baby’s name
Thus the desolate group mourned their losses that night
And Fizza frantically searched for the kids not in sight
Zaynab then turned to Abid and in distress cried
“I am filled with worry for the three lost kids tonight
I will join Fizza in the search, find them we must
You are now the Imam my Son grant me leave”
“They have lost their way in this forsaken place
They will come to me if I call out their names”
Saying this Husayn’s Noble Sister rose and left
“Come with me Oh Fizza” she turned and said
Together they walked the desert floor in search
Stumbling over bodies and weaponry strewn on the sands
Their hearts shook with fright at the sights they saw
Their hearts beating wildly, they searched afar
Thus they came to a spot in the midst of the field
Which seemed to glow with a strange, ethereal light
And there lay a headless body, riddled with wounds
And Sukayna was sitting by that body sobbing in fright
Hugging the headless body, passing out at times
Her heart palpitating at the desolate desert sights
Relieved yet distressed, Zaynab sat down by the child
She picked up the frail body and hugged her tight
“My dearest Sukayna I am amazed at what I see” she said
You found your Father despite the state of things tonight”
“Your mother weeps for you, distressed at finding you gone
Let us go back to her my dearest, come with me, come on”
Hearing this Sukayna whispered “Dear Aunt
“I went looking for my father when the tents were being burned
I ran every which way, crying out for Him
And I heard His voice rise from this body on the sands”
“I came here to find peace, to rest once more on His chest”
“Shall we go back now Sukayna?” tearfully Zaynab said
Thus Zaynab consoled the weeping, frightened child
She stroked her back, hugging her tight
Trying to calm her, she rocked Sukayna on her lap
And kissed her tiny body, frozen with fright
Zaynab wiped Sukayna’s tears, kissed her cheeks, her forehead
Wiped the blood-streaked hair away from her face
Holding Sukayna in her arms, Zaynab then continued her search
And found a tender sight in the forsaken desert
She found the two missing children laying underneath a bush
Hugging each other close, asleep on the dirt
Sleeping soundly, the desert dust on their cheeks and eyes
Like streaks of dark clouds on luminous skies
As she came closer she saw a painful sight indeed
Their parched lips chapped in the desert heat
Finding the spot under the bush cooler, they lay down to rest
Perhaps hoping to find reprieve from the brutal thirst and heat
Away from their father, their mother’s lap
Lost to the world, fitfully they slept
Heart-broken, the Noble Zaynab close to them sat
She rested their tiny heads onto her lap
Stroking their hair, she kissed them tenderly and said
“Wake up dear children, let us go back”
“Searching for a reprieve from the desert heat
In this desolate place, you found some peace”
But the children did not respond to Zaynab’s voice
Bewildered she bent over their faces and cried
She felt their still bodies and felt for their pulse
“Have I lost you too in this place?” she cried
“So many beloveds have parted from me today
Oh victims of thirst, I have lost you as well”
Examining their bodies, Fizza then cried out
“My Lady, I am convinced without a doubt
That when our tents were looted and burned tonight
These children were trampled by the raiders mounts”
“Their bodies are riddled with the marks of the hooves
I see bruises everywhere, black and blue”
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